"When I'm sad, I am sad. But when I'm happy, oh god I'm happy." These are lyrics from a Front Bottoms song. They stick with me because that is how I feel. I feel all the highs and lows too deeply. I am either super sad, or super happy, and I can never find a … Continue reading Rough night, but I’ll be okay.
Somewhere I read that it takes three weeks to form a habit. I have really been working towards forming a routine lately. I made a chart, and cross a box out when I reach a goal for each day. Sometimes forming a routine can be overwhelming for me though. When I see all the different … Continue reading Balance
I absolutely love it when I see people comfortable in their own skin. Everyone – every shape, size, color, shade, type, etc. Confidence is the best makeup. It doesn’t matter what you look like, march proudly and rock what you have going on! There will always be people who are negative and try to dim … Continue reading This is me letting go.
I woke up to my heart pounding, pressure on my chest and my throat closing up. I looked at my watch. I had only went to bed an hour ago, why am I up? I laid back down and tried counting my breaths until I fell asleep. It wasn't working and I began to hyperventilate. … Continue reading We need to be more open about mental illness
Hands give people away. You think someone is young, then you see their hands. Perhaps you go to a reputable palm reader - obviously your hands will give more of you away in that situation! The fine lines, the wrinkles, dry skin, etc. Unless you are using makeup on your hands like you do other … Continue reading I promise this isn’t about hands.
So I decided to revamp my site, and beginning April 14th (maybe the 15th I'm not sure) my old domain will no longer exist. I have also removed a bunch of old posts because I felt they a) no longer apply since I am doing this as a personal blog now, and b) they sucked … Continue reading Reconstruction
I am in a constant "Am I...?" battle with myself. Am I spending enough time with the kids? Am I getting enough alone time? Am I giving my all in my career? Am I making enough effort? Am I being a part of my relationship enough? Am I too chubby? Am I being a bitch? … Continue reading Am I?